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[personal profile] hardrocklife 2023-02-22 05:29 am (UTC)(link)
... It was no secret that he did it. He claimed he was merely granting my wish -- my desire for strength. And for a time, I even believed that.

I truly admired that man. It was difficult to accept that I had been fooled...
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[personal profile] hardrocklife 2023-02-22 05:50 am (UTC)(link)
[huh. was he gaslit? does zel even know what "gaslit" means?]
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[personal profile] hardrocklife 2023-02-22 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
[... He thinks about it.]

I know I was right to oppose him. But the events I set in motion...

[He takes a long sip of his beer before continuing.]

Noonsa was the first to pursue me. I killed him without hesitation. Left the body floating in a lake.

Then the others came in waves. One by one, I cut down all who had once followed me.
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[personal profile] hardrocklife 2023-02-22 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
[one thing zelgadis will never fail at is being a total downer.]

They were simply loyal to him... perhaps for the same reason I was. He gave them a purpose and a place in the world when no one else would.
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[personal profile] hardrocklife 2023-02-22 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
I suppose that was the case.
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[personal profile] hardrocklife 2023-02-23 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
I...

[... He's at a loss for words, in the face of this aggressive reassurance.]
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[personal profile] hardrocklife 2023-02-25 05:20 am (UTC)(link)
I still must accept some responsibility for my actions, and the consequences that followed.

But... thank you.