Honestly after the initial one I had, all I could think was, uh, berating myself. Over and over. I think having more and more of that purple booze was a way to punish myself. So I didn't forget my faults and everything I had done wrong.
If I hadn't been caught I really think that would have gotten worse.
[What with reminding himself over and over he had committed murder. In a way, that he was forcibly snapped out of that spiral by getting caught probably was for the best]
[Hah, it's my fault he's like this, really. Last time I played him he was from the best ending possible where he actually is elected mayor of what may be the equivalent of New York in his world, and therefore he was in a far cheerier, far more confident state that game. Had an intense fear of losing what he had achieved, but he was far happier and endgamed.
And this time instead I brought him from the worst ending possible and also he died and fell into hell. Yeah, no, that probably made his issues worse]
Kuranosuke, just wanted to thank you for everything. I'm here in this cell because of my own actions, so I know I ruined it all, but also the last two months you and the others have been great. It means a lot to me I got to know you and everyone else.
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If I hadn't been caught I really think that would have gotten worse.
[What with reminding himself over and over he had committed murder. In a way, that he was forcibly snapped out of that spiral by getting caught probably was for the best]
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[OUR POOR SAD MUPPET.]
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And this time instead I brought him from the worst ending possible and also he died and fell into hell. Yeah, no, that probably made his issues worse]
Kuranosuke, just wanted to thank you for everything. I'm here in this cell because of my own actions, so I know I ruined it all, but also the last two months you and the others have been great. It means a lot to me I got to know you and everyone else.
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...it means a lot to me that I got to know you too, Filbo. I'm happy to have been your friend.
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I wish there was some other way than what's gonna happen tomorrow.