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[personal profile] hardrocklife 2023-02-21 07:42 pm (UTC)(link)
If that's what you wish.

[He's got a mediocre beer of his own.]

Where to begin...?

[He thinks for a moment.]

Years ago, I had a group I travelled with. We were followers of a great sage. Wherever we went, that sage would heal the sick and injured, while I led a group of mercenaries to fend off monsters and bandits, transport supplies... that kind of work.

We were a group of outcasts, mostly. Just a few humans, while most of our forces were beastmen, trolls, fishmen... the sorts who don't really have a place in human society.
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[personal profile] hardrocklife 2023-02-21 07:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah. I suppose you've never seen one before...

Their bodies resemble fish, but they have arms and legs like humans, and are capable of breathing the same air.
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[personal profile] hardrocklife 2023-02-21 11:17 pm (UTC)(link)
There was one among my closest comrades and retainers. Noonsa. Along with a wolf-troll hybrid, Dilgear, and two humans... Zolf and Rodimus.

When I was changed into this form, they were perhaps the only ones who didn't treat me differently.
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[personal profile] hardrocklife 2023-02-22 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
As was I. But one day... all of that changed.

I betrayed that sage, and in retaliation, he sent my former comrades to pursue me.
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[personal profile] hardrocklife 2023-02-22 05:00 am (UTC)(link)
I saw an opportunity for revenge, and I took it. For it was that "great sage" who turned me into a chimera in the first place.
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[personal profile] hardrocklife 2023-02-22 05:29 am (UTC)(link)
... It was no secret that he did it. He claimed he was merely granting my wish -- my desire for strength. And for a time, I even believed that.

I truly admired that man. It was difficult to accept that I had been fooled...
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[personal profile] hardrocklife 2023-02-22 05:50 am (UTC)(link)
[huh. was he gaslit? does zel even know what "gaslit" means?]
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[personal profile] hardrocklife 2023-02-22 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
[... He thinks about it.]

I know I was right to oppose him. But the events I set in motion...

[He takes a long sip of his beer before continuing.]

Noonsa was the first to pursue me. I killed him without hesitation. Left the body floating in a lake.

Then the others came in waves. One by one, I cut down all who had once followed me.
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[personal profile] hardrocklife 2023-02-22 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
[one thing zelgadis will never fail at is being a total downer.]

They were simply loyal to him... perhaps for the same reason I was. He gave them a purpose and a place in the world when no one else would.
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[personal profile] hardrocklife 2023-02-22 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
I suppose that was the case.
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[personal profile] hardrocklife 2023-02-23 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
I...

[... He's at a loss for words, in the face of this aggressive reassurance.]
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[personal profile] hardrocklife 2023-02-25 05:20 am (UTC)(link)
I still must accept some responsibility for my actions, and the consequences that followed.

But... thank you.