[There's a complicated expression on his face when the memory winds down, which means he totally doesn't notice Kuranosuke's about to ruffle his hair and squeaks when it happens. Embarrassing.]
I know that now. [A little bit huffy. And then he sighs.] ... But until recently, there was always someone telling me exactly who and what I was supposed to be. It was... weird. Getting to make that choice for myself.
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[He's pacing around, trying to find the nonexistent exit.]
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[a memory starts to play. kuranosuke, once he recognizes tsukimi holding up her sketchbook onscreen, goes pale.]
What the hell--
[WHY ARE HIS MEMORIES ON HELL TV?]
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[UH.]
Your friends are— interesting.
[WHY WAS SOMEONE POSING DRAMATICALLY.
That design, though... Hm...]
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[he sounds fond, though.
and also yeah mayaya is just like that.]
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I guess there's never a dull moment, huh? [A beat.] Hey, about that girl's design... Did it work out?
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[he grins]
'Cause I got one of the finished ones in a box the other week after the trial.
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Yeah, I do! [A beat.] But, uh... How do we get outta here?
[They sure are still trapped in the void... Though not for long, because the screen flickers to life again.]
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kuranosuke reaches over to very gently ruffle his hair.]
...forget anyone else's "should". If you like who you are, that's all you have to be.
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I know that now. [A little bit huffy. And then he sighs.] ... But until recently, there was always someone telling me exactly who and what I was supposed to be. It was... weird. Getting to make that choice for myself.
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[he smiles faintly.]
But even if it's weird... I'm glad you realized it, and I'm glad you made your own choice.
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[Sometimes you most likely go to hell either way. It's fine.]
Anyway, uh, about that design...
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[he grins.]
Come on, I'll show you the dress.
[back to his room!! he'll get changed into a dress really quick, then head back out.]
So, this is the base style. What do you think?
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Huh, you really made it work... That girl with the doll— um, Nomussan? [Close.] She's the one that put the pattern together?
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[back in he goes and...
after a bit of fussing, he comes out wearing the same dress with a different style.]
See? It totally works!
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[He seems very impressed, looking the outfit change over.]
Were you the model for the show, too, Kuranosuke?
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[he grins.]
Yeah. Well, all of us ended up modeling them in the end.